I went to a party once and everyone was supposed to pitch in some money to buy adderall. I had never tried or even heard of it but I was young and stupid so I gave them 20 bucks. Later on, after we all took it, everybody was going crazy and having a good time and I was just sitting on the couch quietly so I googled ‘adderall’ on my phone and learned that it’s used to treat ADHD.
I have ADHD.
I paid 20 dollars to calm down.
Don’t ever think you are worthless or not good enough for someone. Loathing will just make everything worse, instead of cutting pick up a new hobby, go outside and leave your phone off and in your room. spend the day with yourself because you are not worthless. I’m here if you need me
Oh darling. Why?